It's been strangely sunny for this time of year. Not that I'm complaining as it means I can be out on the pitch or just outside in general more. I hate the days I get stuck wandering the castle with all it's gloom. I know it was years ago and maybe it's just the stories my dad told me, but sometimes I can sense the grief and fear when my hand runs along the stone walls. I hate that feeling. The only way I can shake it is to go fly or play my guitar. 

Speaking of which I haven't played Maddie in a few days. Maybe I should take her out into the courtyard and get some air. There's some lyrics I wrote the other day that I could try and work out a melody for. What I wouldn't give for access to a piano.

I'm looking for a song to sing
I'm looking for a friend to borrow
I'm looking for my radio
So I might find a heart to follow
I've never been just longing for your loving
I've never been just wearing down to nothing
I've never been just looking for a reason
So that maybe you'll be thinking of me
You'll be thinking of me

I got a letter from my dad yesterday. My stepmom is pregnant. Dad says they're thrilled and I guess I am too. It will be weird though having such a huge age gap between me and this kid.I wonder what they'll be like. 


ooc disclaimer - lyrics "A Song to Sing" by Hanson